God makes me scared

Sometimes God makes me scared...
my heart beat fast like running with
the rapids of the strong stream
my soul poured like rivulets of
raindrops that fell from the heavy, dark sky.

Sometimes God makes me scared...
when surprises tend to come in a sudden
and leaves a damp of tears on my cheek
when it comes like a horror of reveries
and catapulted my heart for its hardest pump.

Sometimes God makes me scared...
like a wanton burning coal and from the urn
that kills the loop and triggers the
occurrent descending end
and sounds like a terrifying
shrill from the wilderness
that says get lost, for you have this
incompleteness.

Sometimes God makes me scared...
for reasons i should have known
where first i should stop and hear
that what is essential is hardly noticed
when in the spell of dark peril.

Sometimes God makes me scared...
that all became serene and clear
where the mud is washed away
and i understand that God made it on purpose
so i should thank thee that
sometimes i got a little bit scared.